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I feel bad today. I dont know how I did at work but seems to me it was not good because of insufficient english. I wish English is my first language so I can talk and perform much easier in the country where everyone uses English. Everyone at work speaks English, all my classmates speak English, I speak insufficient English, I feel like Im a loser sometimes. I did not want to be seen like that, so Im pretending to be strong, but I was crying inside where no-one knows. But I think, I have to go-on. 😦