Today, my boss called me to work more time; she said she will let me work more hours in the future, yep… that is a good news and I hope I will be able to do my best at work, as same as school too.
For this one, I will say it looks like a low quality banner to me since the image looks not so good; however, it was a good try, I have improved a little bit in my PS skill and that makes me happy and satisfied enough at last. Yay!!! day will be bright again today. ^^
Waking up in the middle of the night and thinking about the unknown future, I think about my mother, my life, and myself… I wonder what will happen to me in the future, I wonder what will it be? How is my mother who is sleeping in her room? So quiet… The night is so quiet.What will I become? I want to be a helpful social worker but my english seems not enough to be one. How can I make myself more meaningful?
Me, the me I always value the most feel so useless in the crowded US society. I always hope, but I feel like Im so lonely… No one besides me except my mother who always supports me. I have no sibling in the US. My only sister is still in VN, I am worried for the unknown future I have to endure later, and feel so useless in the society where I dont have any power.
Im so sad for my English; language barrier is the main reason keeping me away from the persons I wanted to be friends with, and also it is the main hinder which delays me to become the person I wanted to become, making me feel so useless and hopeless every time I think about it… I feel so lost…
Even though my birthday was on a rainy day, it was a wonderful day to me.
On my birthday, I had to stay home to write my essay; the essay will be due on wednesday this week. While writing an essay, I still had some time break to check theO
(honestly, I was waiting for somethings from friends in theO lolz, could not concentrate on writing my essay, ==> as a result, I did not write anything lolz, my mind was somewhere else, not on the mood for the essay; — could not finish the paper, but the day was fun)… by collecting gifts and messages from my awesome friends in theO <3
and yeas, all the wonderful messages, gifts and dedications had made my day awesome. I did not celebrate my birthday since I dont think I need to and I dont have time. I know my real life friends do not have time as same as me. Thank for those who spent a little bit of time to think of me. <3
I am really happy to receive all the lovely gifts, great dedications and all the wonderful birthday wishes to me; these make my day so great, happy and awesome. I love you all. :oops::oops:
Thanks soooooooo much………… :oops:
Thanks for the great dedications :mrgreen:
Tomorrow is my birthday; and I will get older and older each day. I feel bad about that. -_-
However, I need to have more responsible for life now; cannot just live based on the other anymore; need to create an independent life for my own world lolz.
So, what I have so far…
I have a job and Im satisfied with it.
I can drive and that is wonderful as well.
I go to school and even though I have some problems in school, but still I have to try harder and harder; just need more responsible and study harder.
I have a wonderful mom and I love her sooo much. She is the gift of GOD to me and thanks to GOD for giving her to me to be a wonderful mother. <3
I miss my community so much, in my community, pplz speak my native language, so I can perform and talk and make friends easier than in the environment I live right now…
whenever I was in school I feel like my paper partner just doesn’t want to work with me anymore. I feel sad.
But as long as I still have hope, I cannot give up. Im in the middle of the semester right now. I have to move on.
Just dont stop, despite how many other people may think, I am not allowed myself to stop. I need to go on…
Here is my Tumblr. The more I use it, the more I love it.
Today, Im so happy. My sweet friend from theO, Asuha612, has helped me to create my Tumblr. She sent me great websites containing great themes to let me choose the theme I like for my Tumblr blog. I got the theme I really like and this theme is that one. She also tells me some techniques on how to use the site because Im new to the site, and tells me how to make it look pretty. I thank to her for giving me so much help.
Hug to her too.
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